standing still

+/- moved out.
+/- birthday was thursday, i'm twenty four.
- keep having dreams that mess with my head, and just make me feel like a substandard person. it is scary how a person that is no longer in your life can still affect how you look at yourself just by their parting words.
- its so lonely out here, i live too far away from everyone. lately i have just been driving around aimlessly just to have contact with the outside world.
+/- frank got a job, meaning i spend more days by myself and more mornings alone in bed.